The first time

After school,we went to eat KFC for lunch..and then ker ryn took my phone away :( she wanted me to talk with jeff ...so.....bye bye phone :(

I keep smiling at jeff and don't know what to do..and he kept looking at me..oh gosh..it was awkward. .I am shy xD

Yc ,chicken,hen and yx left KFC and throw me and jeff alone...so..I also wanted to leave xD After walking out from KFC,jeff asked me if he can hold my hand..so I gave him my hand TT this was the first time I had ever hold hands with boy  :3 And...he hand is smaller than me xD

Today is a memorable day because jeff had gave me roses and hold my hand and I ate his saliva. .haha xD goodnight

A little surprise

I am not in good mood today after knowing someone is talking bad behind me ...but all those sad feeling was gone in add math lesson

I handed in my add math homework to teacher last week.Teacher gave them back to me and when I look inside the book,there's a small note written by teacher,she asked me not to get distracted by jeff because I have done many careless mistake,and she also wrote that jeff has written something about me..

My curiosity is too strong,so I wanted to know it so badly..but I have no guts to ask ...fortunately,I have a brave friend-Ryn.She begged teacher to tell us. ..Finally,teacher let us see jeff's little note book...everything he wrote is abt me..haha...

I feel a little happy inside my heart...I miss you,jeff.  I am sad that I still can't love you as much as you love me ,but I think one day I will love you as much as you love me..I am sorry :c

Something

Haiz...ker ryn,I actually saw your blog..why didn't you tell me that you're not feeling happy ?we are best buddies,you can lean on my shoulders ~
Hope that you'll be alright :x goodnight

Day filled with love

Ya,and this is a day filled with lots of love. ..It's my beloved Jeff birthday!! Happy birthday my Jeff xD I was actually waiting the time to reach 12 am...but I overslept till12.17am...I am sorry :(

I was preparing his birthday present these few days. .and whenever he asked me what am I doing. .I will reply him nonsense xD ok la,it's time to reveal the truth ..I am preparing your birthday present and card !! XD

I think that the card I made is not nice. .but Wilson told me that I was creative and romantic. .seriously?! I don't even feel that I am someone romantic :3  he said that there's no girl that do this kind of sweet things for him ...don't worry Wilson,you'll find one girl like that one day

Yesterday night ,I was chatting with jeff like crazy xD He said that he wants me to be his wife and his whole life partner. .aww.....I think you're crazy xD I will be bullying you all the time you know? And you said that you are willing to let me bully in your whole life. :3

Okay,I love you till the max now~ hope our love keeps going and bring love to others too ...muackkz. ..I didn't say goodnight to you today,so I am sad now:(
Goodnight Jeff and ker ryn.

Happy moment

Usually in every Friday and Saturday night,I will have a group video call with ker ryn,boon ping and jeff.But now everything has changed xD I am in a relationship with jeff now. ..so the four people video call become two people (me and jeff)♥♡

Every time I video call with jeff,I won't talk anything xD I just love to see him doing his thing ,he's so attractive ...haha

I begged him to sing for me every time I video call with him..and then finally,he sang for me this morning. .Awww. ..I will always play this audio record every second ...just love that too much xD

Everytime before we off the video call,we will say love you to each other..haha...I always she bu de to hang up because I will miss him after we off the video call. ..

Okay,that's enough xD I am not going to continue this post anymore as I am going to be crazy..hahaha. .buh -bye

FLASH BACK 19/2/14

19/2/14 is a HAPPY WEDNESDAY!! Why ?! It is because that day was the first time I went dating with my love xD

I stayed back for the latihan larian kota after school. Before the practice starts, there was an one hour break for students.Two days ago,jeff asked me to go out to eat with him..and I said yes .So, he waited me in my class and we walked down from the stairs together ...

The moment with him was awkward because I still can't get used to the dating...I was shy xD so we went down without talking.  After that,we put our bags outside the spbt room .I was waiting ker ryn to walk with me to the Mcd because I am scared to walk with jeff xD But ker ryn said she wanted to wait for adrian papa.....so....I don't know where my guts come from, I walked out from school with jeff.

When we reached Mcd,there was a sea of people ,so we wanted to chg restaurant. .Jeff suggested to go niko niko onigiri xD Lastly, we went to Shanmugga ...

In Shanmugga, jeff sit in front of me..and I don't dare to look at him xD We took pics because that naughty ker ryn wanted us to take a couple pic. After that,we ordered foods... Me and Jeff ate the same thing -roti telur and air bunga ..

The food there doesn't taste nice :3 And I didn't have appetite to eat but I still managed to finish the food . When it's time to pay money,Jeff paid for me..he is so bad that not letting me to pay :(  but he promised to let me pay next time xD
(It was rm9 and I will remember this forever :3 )
After eating,the whole gang wanted to go giant shopping because we don't wanna go co- curricular ...me and jeff left first as ker ryn wanted to wait for wei vvy ..

When we're in the giant,we passed by many restaurants and jeff keep asking me do you want to eat this that..haha...(I am not as tam chiak as they said la :(  ) Giant was boring so me and him decided to go back to school xD

We went to the school library and enjoying the air cond .. I slept in front of him and he was reading a bio reference book xD so hard working. ..but your girlfriend is lazy :p about 2.40 pm, he told me he wanted to chg shirt as he was wearing school uniform by that time. .I waited him in the library ...when he came back,he was wearing a yellow pj shirt. .I am happy to see him coming back agn ..

Then we went down to gather with all the students that join latihan larian kota.Ker ryn was still in the giant helping me to buy stuff xD haha..tq so much for helping me ..love you!

Wilson kept teaching jeff the skill to last long a relationship. .and jeff smile till so shy..so cute ♥♡

That day's latihan is to run outside the school but me and jeff were walking xD ker ryn and Wilson left me and jeff behind TT  We reached school agn abt 4.33 pm xD we are slow ..haha

That day was a happy day because it was my first date with my love. ..thanks jeff for letting me to feel loved !! Haha..love you so much! 

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

I thought today will be a normal day with nothing special happen. ..but everything happen out of my expectation.

After history lesson is recess time! And I was preparing to chase the students to the canteen..when I want to go out from my class...yun chin's gang stand at the front and back door..and I saw jeff taking his bag to my class ..today, his bag is slightly bigger than usual ..suddenly,he took out four boxes of Ferrero Rocher that already tied with a purple ribbon..he gave that to me...I was shocked for some moment because I'd never received such a big surprise...My mind is all blank..I don't know what should I do,accept or reject? I look into his eyes and thinking lots of thing. .I feel like running away because I think I am shy xD I even forget to say thank you~ Sorry jeff xD

   I really have a happy valentines this year...haha..wish everyone in the world happy valentine's day and happy always ..just like me ^^