Feel Peace

After I am okay with Jeff,I felt happy and peace...no one can give me those happiness that he give me...when he leave me this few days ,what I felt was empty. ..like some part of me is missing...I am sorry to say this,but this is true...

Wilson is finally sweet with chu again..and he doesn't has time for me anymore ,who wants to care you when they are with their love one ? Ok la ,being a light bulb isn't good too..stay sweet.

For friendship,I have to say ,I feel that I have distance with all my friends excluding ker ryn. The one who care about me is only Ker Ryn too....the distance I get between me and Trisha is getting further ,and she seems happier when I am not around..,this is just what I feel

Okay la ,just to update my status here..I am good c:

Lol

You're not me ,so don't think I didn't try to do something. You're not me ,u won't understand my feelings if someone rejected me. You are a brave girl who will ask and tell ur parents about something ,I am not ! You don't understand my parents. Let me tell you,if I asked ,the answer will still be a NO. And RM40 isn't cheap okay ,I am not rich like you.

About the spbt one,the teacher is in class ,and u walk from back door and ponteng ,do u think u r respecting that teacher ? Maybe last time I did this to teacher too ,but now ,no more.
After the parents day ,I wanna change myself. So that no one will complain me again.like today ,ponteng bio and almost kena e discipline. Do u think this is nice ? I don't want to make the prefect board kena complain because of me anymore.i am a prefect and I should do good things.

I waited u at the stairs for 5 mins ,but u just gone.so I went away and u said me disappeared. lol ,kay la ,my fault. I am sorry okay ? Maybe u don't like me anymore ,but I just wanna tell u ,I never dump you.

Dora The Explorer

And first ,let me tell you about the feeling of the starting of the day.I am happy with my hair and so I went to school with a happy mood. When I stopped by the bilik pengawas ,everyone saw my hair :3 and the girls were shouting "you are so cute".

And so ,the sad feeling started here.i wanted to be handsome :( and ppl says I look like a kid ,hahaha ,thanks guy for calling me cute ..but I really don't like it

I think the mind of girls and boys are different. For example ,my dad said my hair looks weird ,but my mum said nice. .in school ,the boys also say I look weird ,but the girls say cute .so ,as you can see ,boys and girls are different!! Ahahah ,okay ,this is crap.

Met jeff's dad and his sister and his maid at fruity. And at first I tot the maid is his mum as I only see by shadow. Ermm..this was awkward ,his dad and sis take ker ryn as me ,hahaha xD his sis is cute ,and I love his sis's hair..omg ,her hair is in brown and look so smooth . His dad look fierce ,I am scared ,so I didn't wanna look to the other side but keep looking at the door. Today is his mum birthday ,happy birthday auntie.

Many people said I look like dora the Explorer which make me sad :( I don't wanna be a cartoon ,this feeling isn't good ,hurts me a little actually.

Ermm..kay la, hair pls grow longer..I wanna be mature

*p/s I told my mum that logen said I looks like ker ryn's mum ,my mum said logen's eyes got problem and she said I look younger than Ker Ryn xD weee ,I love you mama