Diary 0104

Ermm,actually I am not happy today until a cute boy makes me laugh hahahahahaha.I don't know why today Jeff is a little bit of crazy and way too sticky xD but I love this sot sot Jeff hahahahaha isn't he cute ?

Darren had been requesting me for phone call and I've rejected him everytime :3 and now I ignored all his messages hahahahahaha ,I am sorry ,I won't phone call with u and I don't wanna get too close with you because you are boy and I don't want to make him jealous or sad okay .and please don't always say I am ur gf because I am not :3 I am he's!!! arghhhhh don't piss me off.

Jeff is going to Sunway next Friday.i am a little bit sad because I won't be able to chat with him for hours :3 but it's okay have fun c:

And seriously I don't want Ker Ryn to drop class !! I will miss u my crazy buddy :( no one will ever do crazy things with me in class anymore :3 our memories with the toy gun and shoot ourself pretending we are death makes puan goh angry and laugh hahahaha. And mostly we talked about our secret in class too.rmb we made scrapbook in class tgt,next year we won't be able to make it because our time isn't the same anymore :( and I don't want u get to close with zam friends because I will jealous :( but this is ur choice right ?haha

That's all for today.Goodnight world

27/12/14

It's the midnight again xD gonna try to sleep early next week because school gonna reopen soon :3 I am excited about next year but at the same time I feel sleepy hahahahaha xD it is SPM year !!!!! I am nervous because I really want to get scholarship to UK :(

Everything went better after Christmas. But maybe I still need some time to recover myself from that pain. I am still crying at night whenever I think about it. Hehe ,I will be okay :')

Awesome family is planning gathering to Sunway Piramid on 2/1/2015...I wish to go but since they want to take KTM so I am not allowed to go and Sunway is really too far :3

I am addicted to needle felting craft this few days xD I am really happy whenever all my aunts love what I made for them xD I love crafting !!!

Really have a nice day with u today xD Goodnight world xD

24/12/14

I will nvr forget this day,that u first time ever told me broke up after so many promises that u won't ever give up on me and let me go....well,I begged u to stay and u rejected me number of times and yet I am still begging....and then finally u promise don't break up....I don't know this day will happened....it broke my heart into pieces and I am shaking all the while when crying....is our relationship not strong enough yet so u let me go so easily....do u cherish our relationship ? No matter how serious we argue and no matter how many times u break ur promises I still stay there and never leave u because I know how hurt is heart breaking....and at the end I am the one who is heartbreaking.....just in that short time u can even chg ur insta pic (our couple photo) to ur own selfie.....

I said I hope u don't use the same sweet words as u told to ur exes on me because u know why?I am jealous,I really am.....yet u don't know I feel insecure with you and u told me break up....an wei me is really that tough job to you?is that difficult to make me happy jiu by smiling to me?is what I asked too over ?

Or the reason u told me break up because you are tired of me and u don't love me anymore?I don't know I really don't know....once upon a time I tot I will understand you....I don't expect this day will really come.....I am tired le....I put on so much effort saving our relationship again and again because u said u want it to be forever.....but u didn't try to save our relationship....

Do u know I take u as my family ?do u know that feeling when ur family leave you forever ?maybe I tot I am number one in ur heart so I beg for u to stay....seems like I am not number one for u.....

I am tired le....if one day I really die because of crying,I hope u will find a better one outside....zhu ni xing fu :')

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I actually enjoyed my holiday while many complaint holiday is boring. I wake up at 12 o'clock every afternoon hahahaha,and then do some household then play with my cold porcelain !!

It seems like everything I made is simple, but I used up nearly one hour for my one handmade product. I really put in my heart to make this because I am thinking to sell them online to earn some money. I am doing survey of how ppl sell their handmade product and where there usually sell. And then I found one website Etsy .Every handmade product they sell is like RM 30 each. And the charm size they made is almost same as mine. Yea,I can earn a lot of money.But when it comes to payment I don't have a Paypal account or smtg to let ppl bank in. This is the only problem I faced. To sell my handmade things or not?I need people's suggestions.

Goodnight world,gonna sleep if not he will be sad /.\

Hey Blog

Nearly one month that I didn't write blog...I am sorry ,I know u miss me right?hahahaha ,so I am here for u now !!! XD

This few days was awful :3 I am really not happy....

And thanks daddy for buying me many things just because I love to make keychain by myself !!

Bye blog ,don't miss me :*