Depression

When life is suck ,you should be tough.But I am tired to be a tough person. Everything is just messing up with me. When actually I finally find a way to solve my transport problem ,teacher change the time again and make my timetable messy. How I wish I have a genius brain and don't have to go tuition.By next year ,I will be the only one who stay for Ms Linda tuition among all my friends. Tuition alone won't be a big deal for me ,right ?

When I try to study ,my brain is like swollen and I almost faint. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! arghhhhhhhhhhhhh ,I am stress ,and I need to see a doctor,or go to mental problem hospital ...LIFE IS SUCKS

Insomnia?

Having insomnia in the previous days because some problems had happened to me,and then went to school yesterday with a moody feeling... and I am very exhausted in school yesterday but I just couldn't sleep.

Ming Huey came and asked what's wrong with me ,I keep say nothing ,but then after everyone asked me ,I tell them all ..and then only I realised ,actually I have a better life compared to others.

Xue Min and Yi Xuan don't chat with their boyfriend after school , they only chat at night ,I should feel happy that I get to chat with Jeff after school till we both sleep. And many others ,actually I should appreciate what I have now c:  I am always sad with those small matter ,but now I won't anymore

Thanks ker ryn for helping me to find transport to tuition yesterday ,if there weren't you ,I will be alone this Saturday.  Thanks Ming Huey for fetching me ,even though it's not convenient for her dad actually. I am really happy

Slept early yesterday after all my problems solve ,feel released and sleep with peace ~ I love all of you!!

P/s Jeff cooked for me !!! It will be the nicest food in the world for me xD Yummm ,first time I eat so slow because I am she bu de to finish the fried rice ~thanks for waking up so early just to cook :/ a nice day in school wee

17/9/14

Almost13 hours of tuition today. First of all ,thanks mummy who fetched me and bought food for me. Mummy didn't scold me when I suddenly asked her to fetch jojo and her friend. Hehe..thanks for helping me to do all household when I am busy tuition ,and give me lots of time to rest.

Secondly ,thanks ker ryn ,shin yi and yuke hui for accompanied me to eat in Shanmuga .I know actually u guys wanna go to eat pan mee. BUT,I feel geli when I know they wanna eat there because for me the food is really not nice. Thanks !!!

Goodnight