16/5

Hello blog, haven't been updating you for a long time.

I know my result won't be good anyway, i will work hard next time ^^

Mummy doesn't want to help me photostat, she said that is too much and waste paper, u asked me to use a laptop, and it is so troublesome that i can't bring them to outside.mum, if i tell u this year i want photostat test paper as my birthday present can u photostat for me? Haih.

I think this year isn't a good year anyway, bad things keep happened. i hope everything will be okay

Haih

Words cannot describe my feeling,I am just so STRESS and yet I can't do anything.

I am stress not only because of studying ,it was mainly because of parents day. When I was young,I always hoping mummy to come to my school for parents day. Because teachers would praise me and my mum will be happy. But last year,Puan Goh was scary,she told my mum everything I did in school, so I was worry about this year,is she gonna say I am in a relationship and let teacher complain? Who can help me?:(

Next,I broke my self record that study 1 month earlier before exam. BUT the time seems not enough for me to use. I've lost my form 4 foundation,I have to start over everything. Haih,but that was still okay for me,the main reason that make me feel like crying is that I don't even rmb the thing I studied one day earlier!!!! Haiz,I think I will be the last in class :( I don't want this happened,It's not that I don't want to study ,It's just stress makes my mind blank.

Another problem that bothering me is my teeth,whatever I ate,it will ache.I hate it!!! Why that I can't enjoy my meal?haih....teeth can u treat me better? Pity the miserable me please.

I hope everything will come out my way,God I hope u will help me,I promised I will be a good girl if u helped me :( please