I will nvr forget this day,that u first time ever told me broke up after so many promises that u won't ever give up on me and let me go....well,I begged u to stay and u rejected me number of times and yet I am still begging....and then finally u promise don't break up....I don't know this day will happened....it broke my heart into pieces and I am shaking all the while when crying....is our relationship not strong enough yet so u let me go so easily....do u cherish our relationship ? No matter how serious we argue and no matter how many times u break ur promises I still stay there and never leave u because I know how hurt is heart breaking....and at the end I am the one who is heartbreaking.....just in that short time u can even chg ur insta pic (our couple photo) to ur own selfie.....
I said I hope u don't use the same sweet words as u told to ur exes on me because u know why?I am jealous,I really am.....yet u don't know I feel insecure with you and u told me break up....an wei me is really that tough job to you?is that difficult to make me happy jiu by smiling to me?is what I asked too over ?
Or the reason u told me break up because you are tired of me and u don't love me anymore?I don't know I really don't know....once upon a time I tot I will understand you....I don't expect this day will really come.....I am tired le....I put on so much effort saving our relationship again and again because u said u want it to be forever.....but u didn't try to save our relationship....
Do u know I take u as my family ?do u know that feeling when ur family leave you forever ?maybe I tot I am number one in ur heart so I beg for u to stay....seems like I am not number one for u.....
I am tired le....if one day I really die because of crying,I hope u will find a better one outside....zhu ni xing fu :')
