Today is april fool..and ya..it is very boring. .it's not like the past few years that people is fooling with me...maybe when we grow up, no one likes to play around anymore. ..
Today I jog around the school,but I can't last long. .my heart felt very very pain when I finish the first round. .maybe I can't run...so I rest aside..then min rui and ker ryn finish their second round. ..min rui too can't run anymore. .so we played badminton together. .I am happy that she doesn't mind that I have bad badminton playing skills..
After pj,my pj shirt is fully wet because I am sweating. .omg..it is so sticky that I feel like bath in the school. .and I feel smelly. ..but I am happy that many calories has burnt. .
During physics lesson , we play with water rocket..and it is quite fun..I wanna participate this competition. ..but after that is the time to do experiment. .don't know why,I felt that ker ryn is like smtg bosong me inside her...she haven't tell me the things she wanna tell yesterday. .so..I can't do anything without u telling me what I did...
My parents is still like last time,as strict as usual...I can't go anywhere I wanna go..so its not that I don't want to join all of you. .it is because I am afraid that my parents will scold me..and I know they are busy with their work and I keep asking for permission to hang out
My family is not as rich as all of you. ..I know my family situation actually :x when we're going to a trip,we save the money for very very long time...and when giving the tuition fees,I know my dad is feeling very pain because my tuition fees is about rm 400 for one month. .but he just don't tell..
Haiz. .why I want to be a pilot ?this is one of the reason..I can earn lots of money and then I can giv the money to my parents. .but this is just a dream..I can't go college like all of you,I can't go to overseas university. .my parents can't afford to send me because of the money problem...all my relative is very rich. .and most of them is the CEO of many companies. .so I am quite jealous of them..big house and grand car and they can buy whatever they want..I can't :3 my mum keep telling me that actually she doesn't have much money..mama,I am sorry,I can't help out anything. .
Ok la..that's all..I smile in school so happily. .but actually there's many problems inside me..I don't have anyone to tell...no,I can't find anyone to tell...
Maybe I will just like my mum in teenager time ,no friends ... mum always said friends aren't that important. .sometimes they r just using you,some of them even say ur bad behind u but treat u good in front of you. ..I think there is many around me,but I just don't realised. ..
Bye :)
