I don't know if I am doing the right thing. Seeing many people break up make me doubt ...Is there any love out there ?I have no idea...
Perhaps I am really fail ,I can't help Jacklyn to build back her relationship. They were really sweet ,sometimes I really jealous about their love life. Who knows things end like this...makes me have no confident for my love life...
I know people change and eventually they will leave you.They are just being there to teach you a lesson.And then you grow up ,this is growing pain. But I just can't accept people leaving me , as I really love them .
My dream was grow old with Jeff...but after our fight again and again ,mostly caused by me ,my dream was gone piece by piece. And when he said :"who knows maybe we will end our relationship because of a big problem " I don't want this day to come...
And I baked pineapple tart today ,this is the worst batch ever because we bought the wrong pineapple jam which taste awful...I am really sad to see my hardwork just gone like this .After this batch finish ,I'm gonna throw away this pineapple jam :3
Today is a sad day again.Haiz
