久违的失眠。。。。
不知道这已经是哭泣的第几天。。。我的眼泪对你而言,也许已经没有价值吧。。。你也不会心疼我对吧?
为什么每一次吵架。。。你都可以若无其事地睡觉。。。然后,在那里很难过的。。。却是我?。。。。
Wilson...u told me to have faith...like u and chu...but do u know?chu and me are different...chu is lucky to have u....mama,what can I do?:( other than u ,I have no one else to talk .....u are in college....I can't find u and talk to u about my prob...I am very sad :( mama,I hope u are always by my side , to cheer me up....to comfort me....I miss you...... :( whenever I am insomnia...u will be the one who stay awake and video call me to hear me laugh....mama,I really miss those time :( now no one else treat me like their princess :( I can't find other ppl like u....I need u to say here is my shirt I let u wipe ur tears and bi ti....here is my shoulder for u to lean on....here is ur panda mama to accompany u....or don't cry I make my cheese omelette for u... I really miss u...very very hard....
Sometimes I've been thinking...If I die...what will he feel?will he miss me?
I am just a little weak girl,with fragile heart that needed a lot of love and patience...
Panda mama,all my little post...u won't be able to see...but I wanna appreciate u here....thank you for always being there for me....I love u as ur cousin,ur daughter and ur pig....
I hope tmr u will find me...and stop fighting with me...I hope u remember that once upon a time,I told u that I am really sad when u go out....but u didn't cheer me up today...its okay....
After crying for so long,my eyes are tired....goodnight world...hope I won't have swollen eyes tmr :/
After all...blog is still the best place to express my sadness...
