After a month, I am back here. I seldom write blog this year ,but i wanna write smtg here tonight....
Me and him? I don't know how to carry on this relationship anymore. Our relationship is getting worse. He didn't treat me the same way he used to be anymore.
Flashback to when we just started the relationship, i was treated like a treasure, i want study at night,he will accompany me the whole night didn't slp and stay awake till the next morning .When we Skype, we always Skype till almost the next morning and he never ask for slp. But now everything has changed. Slp has went important than me, yup, ME!
And i really wanna express everything here, HENG SONG JEFF, do u know that i am hurt? Do u know that i said commit suicide i really mean it? I took a blade but i don't know where to cut! I never have the commit suicide feeling when i am in a relationship with others, NO! this prove what? U hurt me very deeply!!! When u check ur results and u don't even bother to check mine. When u wanna slp and u can be so rude towards me....is this call as love me? Izit?!
Why do we always argue and fight? If u know how to understand me, all this would have avoided. When i am sad, what i need is someone to accompany, but u want slp.when i cry, what i need is a call and say are u okay, but u leave me alone. When i am sleepless, what i need is don't worry u will have me with u this whole night.Why u just can't do it now and the form 4 u can?! Arghhh, why u have to chg!!!! If u really love me everything like this should be automatically done by u!!!!
I hope u really chg urself better !!! when i am learning to tolerate u treating other girls good !!! I am trying and u didn't put in efforts, how to maintain a relationship if like that zzz!!!!! Arghhh, i want us to be good!!!@
