Hmmm,ok ,so I'm here in the middle of the night. I force myself to sleep at 10 pm and I slept but now I am awake .
When I awake ,first thing I check is wechat. Wow,so many messages ,and two of them is from you.Do you know why I sleep ?because I have no mood at all ,I feel very sad. But the thing I sad isn't important thing for you guys..hahaha
Pei Ting posted many things ,and I guess she is saying me...she was happy when I told her I will try to ask my parent's permission,she hope for a yes,but I disappointed her .I feel bad of myself. .why that I can't make ppl happy .She need me so much,but what had I done ?
Second,my mummy has been weird this few days .hahahah ,she scolded me for no reason. Just now ,she called my name.And then I asked her anything?she just keep silent .And then she called my sister,"zi xin,come to my room ,I need help ,ur sis now very selfish ,she don't want to help me " .hey mum,I asked you if you need anything ,and you just gave me silent ,WHAT DO YOU WANT ?u said that zi xin will come to you even though she is with a unwilling heart . That's different! Because you added come to my room and need help after you calling her name ! When u call me ,u just tell me nothing ! And I am studying,u r so lazy that you let me do all the household. Didn't you know that I am having mid term ?! You just call me to do this do that ,I need to have my time too ! You keep playing games with ipad ,and left tonnes of household chores for me ,I am tired ,seriously tired. At least when I asked you anything,you should reply me you need help ! You said that when I call your name that means I want you to come to my room,what stupid reason is this ? so that means next time when I call you you must come to my room la ?
Third,Wilson has problem again . He didn't want to tell me..hahaha hahaha Ok,I am so disappointed of myself. No ppl willing to tell me their problem ,fail to be a listener. So I don't have to be you guy's friend anymore ,I am just useless for you guys.
Ok la,ker ryn ,hope you be okay .Goodbye.
