I am back from school one hour ago..ok let me talk about smth sad that happened on me..
For the past two days ,I cried to sleep ...it is because of you ,YOU !!!
U have changed to be someone that I feel strange when u are together with me ...I am not someone that u can don't bother when u don't feel like chatting ,and find me when u feel boring. .I am a human! U only find me on 10.30 pm ++ every night with the msg "goodnight,love u "
I don't know what should I reply. ..the changes inside you,makes me feel u will leave one day ,u make me feel u r tired of me...and then the next day is koko ,I am struggling the whole night ,I don't know should I stay back and eat with you,I don't know how to face you ,and then here I cry agn
Ker ryn,I am sorry for not bothering u in school,I don't wanna cry in school anymore,I should learn to hold back my tears ,but when I see u ,I can never act strong...
I kept talking to min rui about basketball boys all those stuff,and talked with kawaii mama,and then finally,I am success to tahan my tears till recess time ...I cried again when duty time,standing at the stairs...
After school,me,ryn ,chen and jeff went to ker ryn's home because she forgot to off her charger..ker ryn's wanted me to talk with jeff because he is alone. .I talked. ..but you just replied me oh ,huh ...I just got ntg to talk to you,did u know how suffer am I when I trying to smile to you ,speak to you ? I kept thinking tht zeyuan fell on the floor,only this makes me continue laughing. ..
When grace tay class,although I am extremely exhausted,but I am still awake because whenever I think abt what u did to me ,my heart is like knife cutting me here and there ,painful
U once post a status "ur happiness is not because u r happy ,it is because I let go of my happiness to make u happy " ...izit ? Yuan lai everytime when u r with me,u never feel happy ...sorry for bringing u a miserable life ,I know I am useless ,so ,u r sad for three months dyy ?
Ok,I'm only going to post till here...I am crying agn,It's time to have bath and cry inside,bye :)
