I cry to sleep again while chatting with jeff...I am enough of this life...I want to sleep normally with a smiley on my face,not tears
U said tht everything is a misunderstanding,u didn't meant to post all those stuff to hurt me ...so,what is your purpose when u posting them ?isn't that u wanna tell me smtg through those post ?and I get all ur meaning clearly. .crystal clear ...
All u want to is be with me ? Nooo,u gave up ...you let go our relationship ...with the pinky promise that u won't leave me,at last ,you did ...I am the only one who hold on to our pinky promises,I believe that u will never break all those pinky promises. ..and I won't believe in pinky promise anymore. ..not again...
This is the third time my heart was torn apart. ..and this time,it is more painful than last time that iwan betrayed me...I am shocked that I have fall so deep that I can't imagine...
I don't know who am I to you ,maybe I am just someone who will only bring u sadness,miserable life that makes u have to let go of ur happiness...
U feel happy and bless when u see me ?I don't think so...I never see any smiley face from u when u see me ,all I see is just a "no mood" face ...
Chicken listed me as na xie ren..oh...since u doesn't like me,then why r u supporting jeff from the start? And why r you complaining to me that jeff bully you?
After school,I saw jeff walking down from stairs,and I squad down and hide beside a car !! What am I doing this ?why am I hiding ? Let me tell you,I hide because I don't want to let you see me ,when u see me,u will feel sad agn right ?
U told Wilson we nvr break up ,but for me..when u changed ur wechat name,when u posted all those stuff at moment. .for me..all these considered as a sign of breaking up...Hehehe. .anyway. .I still won't give up on our relationship. ...
I will forgive everything that you did to me,but it isn't easy for me to recover..maybe I will used up one year....
I was sleeping soundly and then I suddenly remember of u gave up on me ! I awake and insomnia now...
I'm gonna end here ...the nightmare that u gave me these few days ,will forever remembered by me ...
